So another birthday. I obviously didn't get the job yesterday. Sadness. However there is still the December hiring. This is something to look forward to. So what do I have to say about my birthday? Obviously I am no longer a teenager, a plus for me? Maybe.
I was talking with a coworker last night and it makes me wonder about whether or not I have truly maximized my potential in the twenty years I have been alive on this earth.
As I reflect back there is a past riddle with mistakes, however there are almost as many successes as well. This is what has made my life exciting I suppose. The amount of times that successes have come through in phenomenal ways that can only point to a magnificent Creator.
I have began to live for those days. The days when you can feel a success coming upon you. That is my addiction almost. When a plan falls into place, it is like art to me.
I think this is why I have chosen the major that I am in, because I like to solve a problem, execute the plan, and then see the changes. It's a really cool effect.
Now I just struggle with how I will use what I am learning for Christ. That's the key. Cause if I'm using it for personal gain then it's all for shame essentially.